I can see it now. This is me, this is who i am, who i always be. With shadows and lights, with ups and downs, with falls, with damage, with accurancy. Why hide it forever? i dont wanna do it anymore. I just wanna see the beast outside, for once, for all the eternity maybe. Altough i'd like it sometimes, i cant, i cant hide it, i havent enough space. This is ready to come out and survive for itself. Cant keep it anymore, is about to come, about to live or die, about to do something, and i wont prevent it from doing it, it needs to go, to have an own identity.
Be free my friend, go ahead, nothing is going to stop you this time.